que sera sera

que sera, sera.

whatever will be will be.

last night I dreamt that my entire family was in a band together. the carvell's. grandma was there. and she was singing. and dancing, right along with all of us. and i do mean all of us. we were all playing different instruments in a big circle and we were awesome. truly and surely. then. one by one, we each took turns dancing, when one person left, the rest would keep playing till they came back then when they did, another pair would go.. it was a pattern, a timed, sequenced art form. to swell in my own happiness, grandma ended up dancing with me. she taught me a sweet little move to "catch all the guys' eyes." a swish, swish, swish of the knees. -it would put them all on their knees. then we went back to playing....joe started the next song on the keyboard, and chuck belted out a tune, unlike any other. we were awesome. 

i danced with adeline. and then...i woke up. que sera, sera.