the last few days went as follows.

so soak it up.
and it sang: 


"Whatch-you gonna do when it all breaks down? / Chase another heart that's been run around? / How d'ya gonna feel when it settles down? / I said "I never ever thought that you'd be messin' 'round."


oh i'm up on the frequency
then i hit below sea level.
i've been here, but you know nothin about it.
and all my words.
they lay under my bed, rising to the ceiling.
if that isn't enough, there's always your's.
your words, they rain down from somewhere i can't even see.
i can't stand to hear them, can't stand to not know them.
the loudest silence i've known.
coming out of a coma.
shits gotten thick again.
feelin alive again, no.
life is sucked away, soul, taken straight from my eyes.
thought i was getting to the top.
running to the end.
it always breaks my stride. there goes the composure.
there goes the love.
there goes the hate.
emotions pour out.
still, i stay here.

i'm up on the frequency.
then i hit below sea level.
"and what will you do?"
nothing, i always do nothing.