i can't do my homework.

C:  we're so cool. don't you think we're cool.

H:  oh i know we're cool....but we're the only ones who know it!

i'm trying to give you something.

i love my brother.

a common fig.

credit

oh god, so good.

like god with a double o.

i gotta make it to heaven, for goin through heaven.

title: a common fig

i smoke a cig,

like shit, take a swig.

you can't touch my rig,

cause it fly's, like, oh so big.

run, run like a guinea pig,

you sweatin, i already got the gig.

can't reach my swag, you'd have to dig,

calculate it, like i'm tighter than trig.

greeeeeen.

lance's pictures are finished. a few more here.

(they're at the end of the album, so i put you at the start of page 5. you're welcome.)

i'm kicking, out fiercely, at the world around me.

fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. place your hand in mine, i'll leave when i wanna.




i was afraid you forgot how to be you.
was about to ask you to remember,
to be you.
for me, just for 30 seconds. 


but, you came through.
i'm still kicking.
gravel.

hub bust.

beware....whores.

cd cover? :)

hottie.

our "blobs" looked great!

haha.

we keep moving, holla!

whoa.

whoa...again.

oh my cosh.

that's cute. newborn chicks. nope, still hot.

gosh, we love each other.

lookin' so good.

i wish i would have realized her other foot wasn't present.

say you'll never ever.

i said it the last time, but this is the last time.

work, so bored.

now who is she? 

what's her name? 

you need to know about everything.

we fight about this, we fight about that.

hang up the phone, 

and call me right back.

well i'll never be something i'm not.

please don't throw away what we got.

cause we been together for way too long,

baby, i was playin around, but now i'm comin home.

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i suppose you was told by them hoes i was cheatin,

thinkin my heart don't got nothin to do with my penis.

he got a mind of his own, and he just be seein shit.

and i don't wanna cheat, but i don't be sayin shit.

i try to jack off, he ask me who is you playin' with?

but i know he love you,

he told me you was his favorite.

i got nothin.

i hate this, everyone is out there creating, and i'm stuck here doing busy work.

i miss it. i really miss it. maybe i'll have to take a day, but i barely have time for that. guess i'll just have to wait, so many plans stored up. 

i believe i've posted this before, but i'm cravin it.

and, i'm going to be in f/m this weekend, therefore, i'll probably have to stop by again. 

hjh wants to do some dtown stuff, so i'm sure there will be a character or two. however, we might be working with film. maybe i'll learn how to work a scanner.

i put gin in my milk.

the last few days went as follows.

so soak it up.
and it sang: 


"Whatch-you gonna do when it all breaks down? / Chase another heart that's been run around? / How d'ya gonna feel when it settles down? / I said "I never ever thought that you'd be messin' 'round."


oh i'm up on the frequency
then i hit below sea level.
i've been here, but you know nothin about it.
and all my words.
they lay under my bed, rising to the ceiling.
if that isn't enough, there's always your's.
your words, they rain down from somewhere i can't even see.
i can't stand to hear them, can't stand to not know them.
the loudest silence i've known.
coming out of a coma.
shits gotten thick again.
feelin alive again, no.
life is sucked away, soul, taken straight from my eyes.
thought i was getting to the top.
running to the end.
it always breaks my stride. there goes the composure.
there goes the love.
there goes the hate.
emotions pour out.
still, i stay here.

i'm up on the frequency.
then i hit below sea level.
"and what will you do?"
nothing, i always do nothing.

california