whatever

so whatever.
veteran. don't even.
since the sun was born before your eyes.
before your disgustingly happy dripping eyes.
veteran. 


we've been here. 
so whatever.
up, up, and away.
we've been down. 
knees in the dirt down. hands rip our hair dirt.
yelling, screaming,    breathing     dirty    down.


veteran.
way before you woke up.
way before you woke up from perfect love dream sleep.
we been here.
so whatever. up, up, and away.




yeah, i'm angry.
nope, it's not on you.
it's on me. and i'm trying to keep it that way.
so it don't get you too. so please, let me stay down.