up, up, and away.

light explodes in your hands,

skeletal teeth chatter in the depth of these lands.

the doorway you've reached,

is nothing they could have teached.

if you let your glasses rest upon your nose.

there isn't any telling which way the scribble goes.

what can you tell me about monday,

it nurses the rhymes where the birds find a way to stay.

when the sun met the moon.

she wept at noon.

that's when the light exploded in your hands.

skeletal teeth will never chatter through those lands.

closed is the doorway you once reached.

it's everything they should have teached.

and still, your glasses rested upon your nose.

you should have known the way the scribble always goes.

i could have told you about monday...

the birds flew the rhymes straight away, far from the kind that stay.

when the moon saw the sun,

he knew his work was done.

juan-a.....janome.

(808) Refers to really loud (usually high-bass) speakers, which cause 808 (penal code for disturbing the peace).

i want 808's.

i am happy, that's just your status lie.

and all of these emotions are pourin' outta me
I bring them to the light for you
it's only right






it's like i'm always lying awake in a bed of tomorrow.




















but for now, hello nyquil.
hare today, goon tomorrow.

hjh

sometimes i forget just how hilarious hannah honeyman is.

she is not know for being "funny." but she actually is.

and i really like it.

whatever

so whatever.
veteran. don't even.
since the sun was born before your eyes.
before your disgustingly happy dripping eyes.
veteran. 


we've been here. 
so whatever.
up, up, and away.
we've been down. 
knees in the dirt down. hands rip our hair dirt.
yelling, screaming,    breathing     dirty    down.


veteran.
way before you woke up.
way before you woke up from perfect love dream sleep.
we been here.
so whatever. up, up, and away.




yeah, i'm angry.
nope, it's not on you.
it's on me. and i'm trying to keep it that way.
so it don't get you too. so please, let me stay down.

sky might fall

in my mind.

much

four white walls.
four white walls.
four white walls.
four white walls.




there are faces on my fingers and their hearts are beneath my feet.

i don't hate people, i just feel better when they aren't around.

-charles bukowski

anatomy's of ticking pocket watches.

dandelions for heads.

when books won't hold their words, and rain drops stay connected instead.

under cobalt clouds; it will all break your brow.

quotes live inside your chest, you can't stop any of it now.

birds.
i want the birds.




i've worn the same clothes for three days now.
i'm pale in the morning.
i get really hot, and then i get cold; incredibly fast.


i'm sick of the eat talk.
i'm sick of the water talk.
i'm sick of being tired.
i'm sick of the crazy talk that dwelling in my head.


i. i. i.






grandma taught me to make pancakes. from scratch.
she finds it hard to drink water too.
she made me drink juicy juice. raspberry.
raspberry is an un-fair word. in should be spelled rasberry. not raspberry.
my computer has been on for literally 12 hours.

prom season

last year, i took a few pictures of my friends for prom. they wanted something different, i wanted to dip my camera into the enormous pool portraits. 

i had fun, they had fun.

i wanna go for it again.

so ladies, gents, if you wanna hang with me for a brief half hour on prom day, get some gorgeous photographs, facebook, text, call, email, comment me. 

thanks............claire

clairefiedler_3@hotmail.com

701-690-7889

i get that kind of news.

i find out something like that.

and i just have to stop.

i can't get my head clear.

i hear this. i hear that.

i just can't know those things.

i wish people could get that.

i just can't know.

i just can't.

i'm so tired.

just tired.

i just really wanna say hey.

wolf wars

yeah, it's still the dream.

i thought i didn't know, or wasn't sure. but i picked up a national geographic today and when i turned to this page....

i remembered why i wanted to be the one who documented this story...

people ask me a lot about what i wanted to shoot, and until recently i always said "national geographic is the dream, but we'll see."

then, i kinda lost that idea, but it's back, and i think that means something.

p.s. i'm on the wolves side.

you say "hello" and i say "i do"

i didn't know what to blog about.....

Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?
This woman I work with, MJ.

What kind of car do you drive?
Oldsmobile Alero.

Have you ever had a garage sale?
Three.

What color is your iPod?
Black. Purple.

What kind of dog do you have?
Imaginary for now.

Whats for dinner tonight?
Nothing, cold calls.

What is the last drink you drank?
Waterr.

Last time you were sick?
Today.

How long is your hair?
Longer than my shoulders..

Are you happy right now?
Not really at all.

What did you say last?
"Dream of californication..."

Who came over last?
Linnea.

Do you drink beer?
Yes.

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
Yes.

What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
The bright orange thing, I guess.

What is in your pocket?
Nothing.

Who introduced you to your boyfriend or girlfriend?
N/A.

Who is the last person you had a phone conversation with?
My mom.

What DVD is in your DVD player?
Non-existent.

Whats something fun you did today?
Watched "Tom and Jerry."

What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"?
Jacob.

What are you listening to right now?
Red Hot Chili Peppers.

What have you had to drink so far today?
Water, cherry coke, water.

When is your birthday?
November 01.

Whats the area code for your cell phone?
701.

Where did you buy the shirt youre wearing now?
Minneapolis Blink 182 concert.

Is there anything hanging from your rear view mirror?

Graduation Tassel.

How many states in the U.S. have you been to?
Many, more than twelve.

What are you going to do after this?
Work.

What is something you need to go shopping for?
Jeans, running shoes, shoes.

Do you like pickles?
No.

How about olives?
No.

What is your favorite kind of gum?
Green, Stride.

Do you have any tan lines?
I'm too white.

Do you remember the name of your kindergarten teacher?
Mrs. Gion.

Can you use the grill?
Yes.

Are you flexible?
Enough.

What movie do you want to see?
Alice in Wonderland, again.

What did you on New Years Eve 2007?
I think that is the year I had friends over, huh.

Was your mom a cheerleader?
No......Yes.

Do you have any tattoos?
One.

Have you ever been to Los Angeles?
No thanks.

What is your favorite song at the moment?
Red Hot Chili Peppers.

What song do you HATE?
Taylor Swift.

Do you like chocolate?
Yes.

Are you easy to get along with?
Yeah, sometimes.

Any up coming events you're excited about?
Spring break?

Where is your Mother?
Mott.

Where is your Father?
Mott.

Do you like to swim?
Yes, but I never do.

Do you need to return anyone's phone call?
No.

Where were you born?
Hettinger Hospital.

Where do you keep your birth certificate?
Bank?

How many days until your birthday?
Months...

What is the closest orange object to you?
Glue.

Have you sneezed in the past hour?
Nope.

How many books are in your room?
Thirteen, not counting Hannah's.

What did you last eat?
Seed.

Who is your favorite teacher of all time?
Jerry Rawlings.

Name one of your goals for this year?
Be.

What is the biggest trouble you have ever been in?
I'm...not sure?

Did you cry because Michael Jackson died?
No.

Look to your left. Whats there?
The rest of my room.

Ever pop someone else's pimple?
No.

How long does it take you to fall asleep?
Forever, unless I take my pills.

Are you scared about the end of the world?
No..

Is there a TV in the room you are in?
Yes.

What are you looking forward to?
Tschida..

What comes to your mind when I say red?
Porcelain, weird...then blood.

What other language do you want to be fluent in?
Nothing really.

Do you crack your neck often?
Never.

Do you usually hold your pee for a long time?
:(.

Is it possible to lick your elbow?
Never seen it.

Worst feeling in the world?
Your pener getting smashed between to bricks. Every fifteen seconds.

Whats your current favorite commercial?
"Go Forth."

Name something you think is pointless?
Any other peanut butter brand other than Jif.

Favorite fast food restaurant?
Pizza Hut.

Have you ever been in a fist fight?
No...not really.

Did you have a weird dream last night?
With the sleeping pill, yeah.

Do you wish at 11:11?
Not anymore.

Do surveys really cure boredom?
Never.

Whats your favorite color gummy bear?
I can't remember.

What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
I don't know.

Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
Does a goodnight song to Hannah count?

Ever had a song sang about/for you?
Nope.

Is there a baby in the room with you right now?
F no.

Do you know how to dance?
Hell yes.

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?
Car.

What is your favorite thing that is green?
Magazine pictures, or waterproof camera..

What is your middle name?
Ellen Adele.

What do you smell like?
"Happy."

Anything in your mouth?
Seed.

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?
Nope.

Do you have freckles?
Like seven.

How many languages can you say "Hello" in?
Three.

Whats the last movie you saw in the theater?
Alice in Wonderland.

Ever jumped/​fallen/​been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?
The lake.

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?
Yes..

Name a song that you know all the words to:
There's a lot, I'll pick "I miss you."

Are you in love with someone right now?
We're really gonna go there today?

Whats the last thing you watched on TV?
Tom and Jerry.

Whats the last video game you played?
No idea. Narnia?

Who is your daddy and what does he do?
It's dad, you creepy creepy people. Shoeshine, he is a banker.

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
Yes.

Do you have an uncle named Joe?
Brother.

Do you wear glasses?
Yes.

What can you hear right now?
Red hot.

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?
Worse.

Ever been overseas?
Yes.

What are your plans for today?
Work.

How long have you had MySpace?
Two years; maybe more.

What was your favorite childhood show?
I don't know....

Are you close to your siblings?
Yeah.

What was your first job?
Drug Store.

Do you bite your nails?
Yes.

Do you like your feet?
Yeah.

Do you sleep well at night?
Not really.


What is your parents names?
Johnny and Peggy.

How old are you?
Nineteen.

What is your sex?
Female.

What book are you reading?
Some crap for class, The Diving Bell.

Dogs or frogs?
Dogs.

Pigs or tigers?
Tigers.

Lions or cats?
Both.

How much time does it take you to get ready in the morning?
However long I want, I could do it in 20- but do it in an hour for dinking around purposes.

What is your name?
Claire Ellen Adele.

How do you like your toast? Burnt or just right?
The Elliot or Claire way.

How do you like your steak? Well done or under easy?
I'm not sure..I usually just can't handle it.

What is your favorite Kool-Aid flavor?
Haven't had them all.

Do you have a wireless keyboard and mouse?
Neither.

Last sporting event you watched on tv or in person?
Olympics.

Who makes the best fudge?
Mom?

Do you like it when toothpaste bubbles in your mouth?
No.

Do you believe that the world is gonna end at 2012?
If you want it too.

How many songs are on your iPod or MP3 Player?
2856, iTunes.

Have you ever made your own survey?
Nope.

Can you swear inside your house?
Sorta.

Do you save Bed Bath and Beyond coupons?
Nope.

Have you ever had a pet goldfish?
Never.

When did you last eat waffles?
A year?

What is the most overrated thing in your opinion?
I can't think right now.

What color is your bed comforter?
Tealish Turquoise.

Do your parents have home videos of you as a kid?
Duh.

How old is your oldest cousin?
30's?

If you HAD to get a tattoo, where and what would it be?
If I had to get another right now, I'd get "my dearest," on my wrist.

Do you think Obama has tried drugs?
Yeah.

What color is your bra or boxers?
Purple, black, white.

What is your favorite radio station?
93.7 fargo.

What brand is your refrigerator?
GE.

How many people do you know that are pregnant?
Saw two today. Know two others, maybe a third.

Do you have a picture with your middle finger up?
No...

When is the last time you went to a birthday party?
Jay's at my lake.

What is the best thing to happen to you this year so far?
Getting hired.

How long have you lived in the house you live in?
This tin can, oh 3 months.

Do you read a newspaper daily?
Nope.

Anything your really afraid of?
Losing control.

Do you read tabloids?
Nope.

Have you ever had a really bad haircut?
Yes.

Do you like your peanut butter crunchy or creamy?
Creamy.

What is the scariest movie you've ever seen?
I don't want to recall.

Have you ever ridden a skateboard?
Tried.

Do you drink enough water on a daily basis?
Nope.

Would you burn the American flag for a million dollars?
Definitely.

The main thing you cant leave your house without?
Keys.

Do you think the economy is improving yet?
Nope.

Do you play pranks on April Fools Day?
Love too.

How was the weather today?
Wet.

can't be a rockafella all the time.

heaven.

i'd just lay beside these fella's.

i have an underwater camera;

and a list of ideas resting on my mind.

now if i could only move.

f my laziness.

"the world i love,

the tears i drop-

to be part of

the wave can't stop.

ever wonder if it's...all for you."

"music the great communicator ,
use two sticks to make it in the nature ."

can't stop.

lights and sounds

the internet is so slow.

so. slow.

i'm trying to work on luke's pictures and it takes about 20 minutes for one single picture to form on my screen. cmon nelson. cmon.

apartment renters: are there apartments out there that offer free wireless?

just curious.

lukeeeeeeee.

you go ahead, cause life's like a jump rope.
up, down. up, down. up, down. up, down. yeah.

add a little blush to paralyze your school crush.

up, down. stomp your feet, spin around, clap your hands to rhythm and ya, slip down.

stomp your feet so hard, you make it pound, raise the bottom to the top, and now we're never coming down!

i'm late for class now. peace.