frost: a deposit of small white ice crystals
formed on the ground or other surfaces
when the temperature falls below freezing.
hypothermic.
frozen.
glacial.
arctic.
captured.
p.s. it's new years day.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
go away
i guess i really like black and white.
really want to vent about a copy cat. but i'm bigger than that.
i will say this.. don't call yourself an artist sweetie; spare us.
is that harsh? oh well, we're all entitled to one zinger every now and then.
Monday, December 28, 2009
one sentence journal
introducing my one sentence journal from september 28, 2008 till forever.
9.28.08 So hyper, and nothing to do about it, wtf.
10.04.08 Kidney stones are kicking my ass.
10.07.08 "Fuck-hole."
10.10.08 In a year, I'll be at Kate's wedding.
10.11.08 It's crazy, but I miss piano.
10.15.08 So don't wanna get up by 6:30, stupid drama class.
10.16.08 He gets upset when I always stay home, instead of finding someone to hang out with...yet when I want to go support the boys, 40 miles away, it's a no. Way to be mature. Fuck it, I'm going.
10.21.08 Where am I going with my life?
10.23.08 "...Hold on, if you feel like letting go..."
10.25.08 I saw a tumble weed that would have went right up to the height of my neck, it was huge and almost tried to get in my SunRoof.
10.26.08 I wanna be EPIC, create something EPIC.
11.02.08 Yesterday was my birthday.
11.03.08 Everything always ends shitty.
11.05.08 I wish I could make it easier, but I usually just muck it up more.
11.06.08 Gonna perfect that disappearing act.
11.07.08 Gimme the TRUTH.
11.11.08 Decisions suck, I want a snow fight instead.
11.12.08 "And I don't want your 9 to 5,
Or anyone to tell me how to live my life." I love GC.
11.14.08 I should let loose.
11.17.08 It's so messed up.
11.18. 08 CRAZY.
11.20.08 I'm going to Twilight tomorrow!! :)
11.25.08 Two day headache won't go away, it's true agnony. Kanye West rules. When fires destroy stuff, it true destruction.
11.30.08 Holy crap, I suck, I'm in too deep.
12.01.08 I'm trash.
12.07.08 It always feel like there is never enough time to just talk anymore.
12.08.08 Ur-in! URINE! It smells like Pee!! in Hornseth's room. Always. Yuck.
12.11.08 I don't carry concealed weapons in my P coat.
12.13.08 I'm just plain tired...
12.16.08 Pipes broke in the home ec room!!
12.18.08 Something is going on... ^o)
12.27.08 I don't even know dude.
01.07.09 I don't have a voice.
01.08.09 "Did you ever get the feeling that whole word is a tuxedo and you're a brown pair of shoes?" Lol!
01.10.09 "This is it."
01.11.09 Unreal...
01.14.09 Dead horse.
01.16.09 Mountain Dew = Water.
01.20.09 Inauguration. CHANGE baby CHANGE :D
01.21.09 "Horny as a rabbit in the heat?"....ljf hahahahaha.
01.24.09 "Ever seen Louise Burwick butt paint?" ..............ljf
01.27.09 My body wants me d.e.a.d.
01.28.09 Remember this day, (never say) goodbye dear.
01.30.09 "Everyone wants to hide their secrets away, no body wants to stand up to the pain. But I will stand up to the pain." My hands shake.
02.08.09 Till the water breaks the levee.
02.09.09 No matter who they are, how much you mean to them, even if you tell them not to speak a word to any soul, they will. They always will tell someone.
02.10.09 Cause maybe, baby, we've just been bruising all our lovely bones.
02.12.09 Finished my website! www.cphotography2.webs.com
02.16.09 I really want to sing with you. I really really do.
02.17.09 That was a whole lot of swear words. "Fire Fucker." :)
02.19.09 I have wings on my back that fit me perfectly, Hannah drew them for me and they look old and tattered, just perfect. I wanted them because of when I was little my grandma Adele told me that the only thing I could Always count on was my guardian angel. She then taught me the prayer, I have the ending of the prayer inbetween my wings, "To Light, To Guard, To Rule and Guide..." It's fricken sweet.
02.22.09 To keep your head above water...
02.25.09 Keeping an eye on the world, so many thousands of feet off the ground.
02.27.09 Today, well this week, is one of those weeks where you cannot wait to go somewhere where nobody knows your name. I can't wait till may...
03.01.09 Happy Birthday Jake.
03.02.09 I'm so sick of wearing this god forsaken swim suit top. BALLS!
03.08.09 "Lego's on London" .....Lenny from Wisconsin. Shit. Fuck. Nor' daKota.
03.09.09 Need a job.
03.10.09 I say, whoa kimosabe, big ballin is my hobby. I'm boppin while I'm walkin, rag fallin out my pocket.
03.12.09 I am freaking the frick out.
03.16.09 Better soothe your soul if you take that shot of death.
03.17.09 Climb, my dearest...
03.18.09 Lyrical homicide.
03.23.09 March twenty-third, two thousand and nine, Lake Tschida has exceeded it's limit's. Flood.
03.24.09 84 pictures later....
03.26.09 Order a fancy shmancy printer.
03.27.09 And I will follow my trusty Dusty Foot Philosopher.
04.01.09 Nothing. I have nothing to say.
04.09.09 Bonding with Kelsey Friedt reveals a lot :) wow.
04.13.09 I never want to hear that sound again. Saddest sound you will ever, ever hear. <3
04.17.09 The lake has it's second flood.
04.19.09 You're better than that bud.
04.20.09 / Well I'm just a fool for you and I think I'm going crazy. /
04.21.09 / I can't control myself or contain my thoughts, it's eating me up inside. /
04.22.09 / I see everything a little more clearly / The bad ways, the good things. /
04.24.09 In the mood to write.
04.25.09 Worth the fall.
05.02.09 Sometimes I think myself sick.
05.05.09 yesha shumdia.
05.07.09 These feelings won't go away, they've been knockin me sideways.
05.16.09 "Are you insane?" --No sir, I'm a dreamer.
05.19.09 Last day of school for me.
05.23.09 Christi rocks :) AND i look like a HUGE dork with my picture on my cake! wtf.
05.24.09 That actually sucked, really bummed me out.
05.25.09 Guess I'm all packed, so....goodbye then?
05.27.09 I should really learn the art of not getting your hopes up.
05.28.09 They gossip while they cook! These boys are nuts.
05.31.09 I have the back of a 74 year old woman.
06.01.09
And I know there's something beautiful within my grasp, and I know I
think I'm satisfied but it won't last. And I know to lace my boots up
and pick my path. I'll find another rainstorm to fill my glass.
06.02.09 DUDE. St. Alexis Hospital booked us!
06.03.09 You're a bum, deep in the slum, just a chum, searching for grub with broken thumbs. Dumb.
06.06.09 it's snowing. at the lake. in june. wtf.
06.08.09 It's amazing how you can feel sometimes. Read that sentence over, slower, carefully.
06.11.09
I know a girl that blows weed smoke in her newborn baby's face, she
swears that he loves the taste.. I know a guy that gets drunk til his
ass can't stand, every time he calls I tell him I already got plans..
06.12.09 Shit, I want another tattoo.
06.14.09 I want to throw your shoes into the ocean.
06.17.09 It's 11:11...I'm outta here.
06.22.09 They call her love.
06.23.09 I wish I had clever things to say.
06.24.09 Gotta little Buddha belly.
06.24.09 My head hurts......
06.25.09 Who's the wet dream queen!? :O
06.30.09 "C&C's B and B!"
07.04.09 7/4 is my favorite holiday.
07.06.09 Perfecting the hustle.
07.09.09 If you're reading this, I'm definitely in your trunk.
07.10.09 Diggin a hole for the days of the old, I'll put them two feet deep so I can reach 'em if I need 'em.
07.11.09 Shooting a wedding today, capitol steps....but today I'm really bummed out...
07.12.09 I like pancakes.
07.14.09 I quit.
07.15.09 I'm home again. Need to start running (UGH).
09.09.09
Today sucks so bad, it get's like 4 sentences if it wants too. I fcking
hate today. I can't stop swearing. This is bull shit. Holy hell.
09.10.09 I've got birds in my ears and the devil on my shoulder.
09.13.09 Not cool love. So not cool.
09.15.09 New room. New roommate. My Beautiful Rescue (Renovated)
sucks so much. Original is so much better. By miles. Road trip to Rapid
today. Wooo?
09.16.09 Contrary to popular belief, my cardiovascular fitness is classified as excellent.
09.17.09 Left a scar size, extra large.
09.18.09 Think it's fucked to care. give me one good reason. (this music is taking over me.)
09.20.09 This ain't gonna last forever, so come back down my way baby.
09.21.09 Fuck south dakota. today sucks.
09.22.09 Devloped my first set of neg's!!
09.24.09 Making a contact sheet in 20..super nervous. And I don't know why.
09.25.09 Taking over my mind, honey this is a crime.
09.26.09 "Claire, honey, you are living out of a suitcase!!" "Yes, Gram, I know."
09.28.09 You damned yourself with this non-sense.
09.29.09 Buddha damn it.
09.30.09 Happy birthday little human that was born in our lobby
at 5 a.m. this morning! haha hell yea. On the couch.( Finally a crazy
college story?!)
10.01.09 Do you understand the words that are comin out of my mouth!?
"actually, no, no claire. no one understands the words coming out of your mouth!"
k but.....
"no claire! why don't you just go weld it!!!!"
10.03.09 "We pretty much just treat claire like one of the guys....." -tyler
hahahaha
10.07.09 Empire. State. Of. Mind. = Me.
10.10.09 To Kate and Beau.
10.11.09 "What the hell was I drinking last night anyway?!"
10.12.09 Patience. He will come.
10.16.09 Junkies on the corner always calling my name, And the
kids on the corner playing ghetto games. When I saw you getting down,
well I hoped it was you, And when I looked into your eyes I knew it was
true. I say Hey I be gone today, But I be back around the way.
10.17.09 Compliment each other like colors. AND. Where the wild things are.
10.21.09 Best morning ever! "Dude, that's the cops." Again, "maybe if you weren't so dumb you'd learn to wear shoes!' applies.
10.22.09 I totally slept for 22 hours straight. Can think of only one phrase to describe that.... UH OH.
10.23.09 I miss laughing.
10.26.09 I feel like I did in junior high.
10.28.09 I think I will miss my roommate, Ashley. "great! now everyone is probably out fucking and we're stuck in here!"
10.29.09 Aight, let's go. annie and elliot.
http://annieneedsyourhelp.chipin.com/annie-a-german-shepherd-in-need
anything helps :)
10.30.09 Fundraising over.
10.31.09 ...
11.01.09 Really trying to fight the urge tocry.
11.03.09 Ok dear, I'm on your side now. Michael Jackson is pretty alright.
11.04.09 What's gonna happen to me....
11.05.09 Happy Birthday Chelly. I miss the vator.
11.07.09 I don't feel good.
11.08.09 I want New York. I want to be there. So bad.
11.12.09 Exhausted. Hungry. Broke.
11.18.09 Come back down my way baby. I'm so exhausted from every single thing. I just want to get out of here.
11.19.09 Are you ready to come home yet dear?
11.21.09 That dream plays over and over again.
11.23.09 I do this from time to time.
12.04.09 "It's a rental." - joe fiedler.
12.07.09
omg. it's been so long since i've done anything ever. i wanna get back
in the grove. can't wait for life to slow down in two weeks....see ya
12.10.09 never would have believed it if you'd told me people were that mean...i cannot believe it...got to get outta here.
12.11.09 save your breathe, you're gonna need it to blow your date tonight.
12.12.09 "teach me how to jerk!" - janaye. "you jerk like a butterfly janaye." -thompson.
12.17.09 Bye bye Suckfish. I might actually miss you a little.
12.20.09 Sound system here's a warning and sound system....boom boom. I'm going to purchase myself a new years gift at the end of january...And it's gonna be LOUD. :D
12.22.09 Everyone's life is falling into place.
12.26.09 She's got you high and you don't even know yet.
12.27.09 These things move through me.
12.28.09 Bumps on my head. And you depress me.
If you noticed, I lost two months somewhere. I did this on myspace, find me. I'm still doing it. I didn't wanna risk losing anymore so every now and then I'll post the continuted "one sentence journal."
9.28.08 So hyper, and nothing to do about it, wtf.
10.04.08 Kidney stones are kicking my ass.
10.07.08 "Fuck-hole."
10.10.08 In a year, I'll be at Kate's wedding.
10.11.08 It's crazy, but I miss piano.
10.15.08 So don't wanna get up by 6:30, stupid drama class.
10.16.08 He gets upset when I always stay home, instead of finding someone to hang out with...yet when I want to go support the boys, 40 miles away, it's a no. Way to be mature. Fuck it, I'm going.
10.21.08 Where am I going with my life?
10.23.08 "...Hold on, if you feel like letting go..."
10.25.08 I saw a tumble weed that would have went right up to the height of my neck, it was huge and almost tried to get in my SunRoof.
10.26.08 I wanna be EPIC, create something EPIC.
11.02.08 Yesterday was my birthday.
11.03.08 Everything always ends shitty.
11.05.08 I wish I could make it easier, but I usually just muck it up more.
11.06.08 Gonna perfect that disappearing act.
11.07.08 Gimme the TRUTH.
11.11.08 Decisions suck, I want a snow fight instead.
11.12.08 "And I don't want your 9 to 5,
Or anyone to tell me how to live my life." I love GC.
11.14.08 I should let loose.
11.17.08 It's so messed up.
11.18. 08 CRAZY.
11.20.08 I'm going to Twilight tomorrow!! :)
11.25.08 Two day headache won't go away, it's true agnony. Kanye West rules. When fires destroy stuff, it true destruction.
11.30.08 Holy crap, I suck, I'm in too deep.
12.01.08 I'm trash.
12.07.08 It always feel like there is never enough time to just talk anymore.
12.08.08 Ur-in! URINE! It smells like Pee!! in Hornseth's room. Always. Yuck.
12.11.08 I don't carry concealed weapons in my P coat.
12.13.08 I'm just plain tired...
12.16.08 Pipes broke in the home ec room!!
12.18.08 Something is going on... ^o)
12.27.08 I don't even know dude.
01.07.09 I don't have a voice.
01.08.09 "Did you ever get the feeling that whole word is a tuxedo and you're a brown pair of shoes?" Lol!
01.10.09 "This is it."
01.11.09 Unreal...
01.14.09 Dead horse.
01.16.09 Mountain Dew = Water.
01.20.09 Inauguration. CHANGE baby CHANGE :D
01.21.09 "Horny as a rabbit in the heat?"....ljf hahahahaha.
01.24.09 "Ever seen Louise Burwick butt paint?" ..............ljf
01.27.09 My body wants me d.e.a.d.
01.28.09 Remember this day, (never say) goodbye dear.
01.30.09 "Everyone wants to hide their secrets away, no body wants to stand up to the pain. But I will stand up to the pain." My hands shake.
02.08.09 Till the water breaks the levee.
02.09.09 No matter who they are, how much you mean to them, even if you tell them not to speak a word to any soul, they will. They always will tell someone.
02.10.09 Cause maybe, baby, we've just been bruising all our lovely bones.
02.12.09 Finished my website! www.cphotography2.webs.com
02.16.09 I really want to sing with you. I really really do.
02.17.09 That was a whole lot of swear words. "Fire Fucker." :)
02.19.09 I have wings on my back that fit me perfectly, Hannah drew them for me and they look old and tattered, just perfect. I wanted them because of when I was little my grandma Adele told me that the only thing I could Always count on was my guardian angel. She then taught me the prayer, I have the ending of the prayer inbetween my wings, "To Light, To Guard, To Rule and Guide..." It's fricken sweet.
02.22.09 To keep your head above water...
02.25.09 Keeping an eye on the world, so many thousands of feet off the ground.
02.27.09 Today, well this week, is one of those weeks where you cannot wait to go somewhere where nobody knows your name. I can't wait till may...
03.01.09 Happy Birthday Jake.
03.02.09 I'm so sick of wearing this god forsaken swim suit top. BALLS!
03.08.09 "Lego's on London" .....Lenny from Wisconsin. Shit. Fuck. Nor' daKota.
03.09.09 Need a job.
03.10.09 I say, whoa kimosabe, big ballin is my hobby. I'm boppin while I'm walkin, rag fallin out my pocket.
03.12.09 I am freaking the frick out.
03.16.09 Better soothe your soul if you take that shot of death.
03.17.09 Climb, my dearest...
03.18.09 Lyrical homicide.
03.23.09 March twenty-third, two thousand and nine, Lake Tschida has exceeded it's limit's. Flood.
03.24.09 84 pictures later....
03.26.09 Order a fancy shmancy printer.
03.27.09 And I will follow my trusty Dusty Foot Philosopher.
04.01.09 Nothing. I have nothing to say.
04.04.09 Massive photo shoot.
04.09.09 Bonding with Kelsey Friedt reveals a lot :) wow.
04.13.09 I never want to hear that sound again. Saddest sound you will ever, ever hear. <3
04.17.09 The lake has it's second flood.
04.19.09 You're better than that bud.
04.20.09 / Well I'm just a fool for you and I think I'm going crazy. /
04.21.09 / I can't control myself or contain my thoughts, it's eating me up inside. /
04.22.09 / I see everything a little more clearly / The bad ways, the good things. /
04.24.09 In the mood to write.
05.02.09 Sometimes I think myself sick.
05.05.09 yesha shumdia.
05.07.09 These feelings won't go away, they've been knockin me sideways.
05.08.09 "Well, we'll sue!"
05.16.09 "Are you insane?" --No sir, I'm a dreamer.
05.19.09 Last day of school for me.
05.23.09 Christi rocks :) AND i look like a HUGE dork with my picture on my cake! wtf.
05.24.09 That actually sucked, really bummed me out.
05.25.09 Guess I'm all packed, so....goodbye then?
05.27.09 I should really learn the art of not getting your hopes up.
05.28.09 They gossip while they cook! These boys are nuts.
05.31.09 I have the back of a 74 year old woman.
06.01.09
And I know there's something beautiful within my grasp, and I know I
think I'm satisfied but it won't last. And I know to lace my boots up
and pick my path. I'll find another rainstorm to fill my glass.
06.02.09 DUDE. St. Alexis Hospital booked us!
06.03.09 You're a bum, deep in the slum, just a chum, searching for grub with broken thumbs. Dumb.
06.06.09 it's snowing. at the lake. in june. wtf.
06.08.09 It's amazing how you can feel sometimes. Read that sentence over, slower, carefully.
06.11.09
I know a girl that blows weed smoke in her newborn baby's face, she
swears that he loves the taste.. I know a guy that gets drunk til his
ass can't stand, every time he calls I tell him I already got plans..
06.12.09 Shit, I want another tattoo.
06.14.09 I want to throw your shoes into the ocean.
06.17.09 It's 11:11...I'm outta here.
06.22.09 They call her love.
06.23.09 I wish I had clever things to say.
06.24.09 Gotta little Buddha belly.
06.24.09 My head hurts......
06.25.09 Who's the wet dream queen!? :O
06.30.09 "C&C's B and B!"
07.04.09 7/4 is my favorite holiday.
07.06.09 Perfecting the hustle.
07.09.09 If you're reading this, I'm definitely in your trunk.
07.10.09 Diggin a hole for the days of the old, I'll put them two feet deep so I can reach 'em if I need 'em.
07.11.09 Shooting a wedding today, capitol steps....but today I'm really bummed out...
07.12.09 I like pancakes.
07.14.09 I quit.
07.15.09 I'm home again. Need to start running (UGH).
09.09.09
Today sucks so bad, it get's like 4 sentences if it wants too. I fcking
hate today. I can't stop swearing. This is bull shit. Holy hell.
09.10.09 I've got birds in my ears and the devil on my shoulder.
09.13.09 Not cool love. So not cool.
09.15.09 New room. New roommate. My Beautiful Rescue (Renovated)
sucks so much. Original is so much better. By miles. Road trip to Rapid
today. Wooo?
09.16.09 Contrary to popular belief, my cardiovascular fitness is classified as excellent.
09.17.09 Left a scar size, extra large.
09.18.09 Think it's fucked to care. give me one good reason. (this music is taking over me.)
09.20.09 This ain't gonna last forever, so come back down my way baby.
09.21.09 Fuck south dakota. today sucks.
09.22.09 Devloped my first set of neg's!!
09.24.09 Making a contact sheet in 20..super nervous. And I don't know why.
09.25.09 Taking over my mind, honey this is a crime.
09.26.09 "Claire, honey, you are living out of a suitcase!!" "Yes, Gram, I know."
09.28.09 You damned yourself with this non-sense.
09.29.09 Buddha damn it.
09.30.09 Happy birthday little human that was born in our lobby
at 5 a.m. this morning! haha hell yea. On the couch.( Finally a crazy
college story?!)
10.01.09 Do you understand the words that are comin out of my mouth!?
"actually, no, no claire. no one understands the words coming out of your mouth!"
k but.....
"no claire! why don't you just go weld it!!!!"
10.03.09 "We pretty much just treat claire like one of the guys....." -tyler
hahahaha
10.07.09 Empire. State. Of. Mind. = Me.
10.10.09 To Kate and Beau.
10.11.09 "What the hell was I drinking last night anyway?!"
10.12.09 Patience. He will come.
10.16.09 Junkies on the corner always calling my name, And the
kids on the corner playing ghetto games. When I saw you getting down,
well I hoped it was you, And when I looked into your eyes I knew it was
true. I say Hey I be gone today, But I be back around the way.
10.17.09 Compliment each other like colors. AND. Where the wild things are.
10.21.09 Best morning ever! "Dude, that's the cops." Again, "maybe if you weren't so dumb you'd learn to wear shoes!' applies.
10.22.09 I totally slept for 22 hours straight. Can think of only one phrase to describe that.... UH OH.
10.23.09 I miss laughing.
10.26.09 I feel like I did in junior high.
10.28.09 I think I will miss my roommate, Ashley. "great! now everyone is probably out fucking and we're stuck in here!"
10.29.09 Aight, let's go. annie and elliot.
http://annieneedsyourhelp.chipin.com/annie-a-german-shepherd-in-need
anything helps :)
10.30.09 Fundraising over.
10.31.09 ...
11.01.09 Really trying to fight the urge to
11.03.09 Ok dear, I'm on your side now. Michael Jackson is pretty alright.
11.04.09 What's gonna happen to me....
11.05.09 Happy Birthday Chelly. I miss the vator.
11.07.09 I don't feel good.
11.08.09 I want New York. I want to be there. So bad.
11.12.09 Exhausted. Hungry. Broke.
11.18.09 Come back down my way baby. I'm so exhausted from every single thing. I just want to get out of here.
11.19.09 Are you ready to come home yet dear?
11.21.09 That dream plays over and over again.
11.23.09 I do this from time to time.
12.04.09 "It's a rental." - joe fiedler.
12.07.09
omg. it's been so long since i've done anything ever. i wanna get back
in the grove. can't wait for life to slow down in two weeks....see ya
12.10.09 never would have believed it if you'd told me people were that mean...i cannot believe it...got to get outta here.
12.11.09 save your breathe, you're gonna need it to blow your date tonight.
12.12.09 "teach me how to jerk!" - janaye. "you jerk like a butterfly janaye." -thompson.
12.17.09 Bye bye Suckfish. I might actually miss you a little.
12.20.09 Sound system here's a warning and sound system....boom boom. I'm going to purchase myself a new years gift at the end of january...And it's gonna be LOUD. :D
12.22.09 Everyone's life is falling into place.
12.26.09 She's got you high and you don't even know yet.
12.27.09 These things move through me.
12.28.09 Bumps on my head. And you depress me.
If you noticed, I lost two months somewhere. I did this on myspace, find me. I'm still doing it. I didn't wanna risk losing anymore so every now and then I'll post the continuted "one sentence journal."
a year.
and as our eyes fill up with tears, our hearts melt out with that gooey icky stuff little kids call love. falling into like with fall. and fall to winter to spring to summer. summer where we fall into autumn. where leaves crowd around our little life. swirling up and down, floating off into the sky. following patiently after words you've whispered into our souls. binding words, starving for a place where they can become their own. in a warm little room, as the leaves change to snowflakes, and white covers everything, everywhere. with no sun, it's the brightest time of year. you squint and i squint. we giggle at each others grimaces toward the blinding world. our hands unite as we shovel our way out all the way to spring. the days get longer and as the sun goes down, summer has come. finally, we've had our year. i just want four season with you. over and over again.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
gray.
so first off, mia carruthers is completely awesome.
she was the show last year, taking the stage.
i diligently watched every episode. i love her voice.
here's one of many good ones,
we will grow--
she's gonna be on itunes, mia carruthers and the retro's.
oh in maybe a week or so.
i finished that wedding. weddings aren't my thing. they get me down. i don't wanna do that for the rest of my life. i just don't. it's not what i want my art to be...
i'm working again on the naked newspaper files. :) it's fun. i'm trying to create some different looks but i'm hitting roadblocks, here's what's happening so far with that tonight...
and to my lovely model hannah, thank you :) i will give you a cd of them all....eventually.
it's a pinked out black and white..meh
i looked at the plain, full color version and felt compelled to leave it alone.
i really wanted to go pink here....idk if it worked like i wanted.
i also have a dilemma. my website, www.whitetphotography.webs.com is coming to an end. i can leave it as is and never be able to add more photographs, or i can invest and buy a domain for a period of time and keep posting. i wish to do the latter..it's just choosing a domain. i struggle with a name. it's so final. and blah. i don't even know who i'm gonna be, ya know..so i might just end up doing clairefiedler.com, that's what's been playing around in my head. there'd be a lot of work i'd have to do and adjust a lot of things but maybe once all the family goes home i'll just have ootils of time on my hands. ooo-tuuulls. sound it out.
i was going to blog about it on my website and have ppl vote, but no one checks that blog really i don't think plus. i don't wanna pick something everyone else likes that i don't again.
that's what happened with c.photography. and then white t photography. i love that.. but then again, i don't think that's me. it's just what i wish i could play around with for awhile. i make compulsive decisions. i've been doing it all my life. i get it from my father. 'nuff of that.
Friday, December 18, 2009
she wolf
s.0.s. she's in disguise.
movie break. i have been editing since 1:00 p.m.
with a break for some teriyaki chicken.
anyway, parental units are dragging me to old dogs. blah (N) no thanks.
oh well...least there will be a fountain coke. it's been too long mr. coca cola. :)
anyway, i really wish my throat didn't hurt.
i'll be back to editing for a few more hours later tonight but here's something to look at....
i have no idea why i love this image. ^
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
the colors of north carolina
we climbed up a huge light house.
learned my dad was afraid of heights.
i'm not going to tell you what this is,
because even my family looked at me
like i was crazy when i told them i
thought it was beautiful.......so i'll just
let you think it's beautiful too....
the sea salt erodes it and makes it this color.
all the piers were closed but we snuck over to this one,
it was a bummer we could only see it from shore.
it actually a was a really dreary day,
this evening was a terrible storm.
very cool to see.
high tide broke these boards off and made them
look jagged....ship wrecked.
a window at the top of the light house.
beautiful colors, very dirty.
i should probably be studying..
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